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in which things become (more) cosmic

Forest floor richness, Lake Quinault

I’m weaving “jakaku sisan”, that is, an Andean weaving pattern with a pickup technique, worked on 16 pattern threads, which takes a basic narrow pattern and doubles it. The doubled pattern is also rotated in this case, so that the two sets of pattern move in opposite directions (I say move because it looks like a wave, and I feel a movement in the direction toward the spiral part.) What mesmerizes me about this pattern, though, is the completeness of the intertwining, the way the shapes made by the contrasting colors cannot be separated. Particularly in the simple band, the width of one unit of the pattern - the two colors are identical interlocking shapes. The doubled pattern introduces another shape formed by the rotation, but it still feels utterly inseparable to my eyes and mind. What I mean is that this mind which is trained to see ‘figure and ground,’ which tends to interpret many Andean patterns that way, even though that’s not how they’re seen within the weaving culture - that mind is overridden or bypassed by this pattern. It sneaks behind my consciousness and says “look, there’s no shape + background, it’s all just one, integrated thing.” This pattern has always been compelling to me for this reason.

The basic curl (sakas) pattern, woven recently with spindle-spun wool

Jakaku sisan, woven more than ten years ago (YouTube link to a former self) using a chart, with Tahki Cotton Classic yarn. This is one band, folded and stitched to make a backstrap - the pattern is the same with colors reversed on the back. Here’s a closer video, although the quality is not great.

In a teaching packet from a weaving workshop, Abby Franquemont describes the pattern like this:

A jakaku is a bird, like a hummingbird. They like to go for the sisan part of the flower, and for flowers where you see the sisan. It has curly bits. And a jakaku will stick its beak right in there.

Which I may have seen before, since the workshop was in 2018, but I did not read or really take in this bit until recently. Like a mystic poem or a koan, it struck me just when I was ready, ringing loud with gleeful resonance. The bird and the flower, interlinked and reciprocal - yes, the pattern says just that! And not just bird & bees & flowers, but this highly evolved, very particular type of bird, the hummingbird with the long beak and long tongue and the flowers that court this bird’s attention with their complex shapes and curls.

It makes me think of the astounding specificity of adaptation, how it’s almost an act of love, how a creature so intricately responds, over time, to a plant and vice versa. How one organism reveals itself to be part of The Organism, this wholeness, in its intimate adaptation to a particular curve of shape or attitude of presentation… Like dancers who bow to one another, implicitly saying I know we are different and that I will make minute adjustments to fit myself to you for this movement… we belong together but we do not exactly match, and so I will be alert and responsive to our interactive shape, brining enough of myself to enhance the sum - the sum of our meeting, which uplifts and exceeds each of us. This dance, continuous in the extended, fractal details of nature, giving promise or potential to each mutation, each irregularity a possibility for transformation into something “fitter”, that is to say more suited, more at home where it lives.

So yeah - that image took off for me, and fits precisely with the wholeness of my perception of the design, the inability to separate the interlocked shapes. This is how the world works: all together.

Although I have close relations with hummingbirds these days, I don’t have photos. I was thinking forest stump life demonstrates a similar level of reciprocal co-evolution and intertwined existence.

Jakaku sisan band, woven recently with #10 crochet cotton, without using a chart, shown as a band on my handwoven bullrush hat.

It’s like going from writing to storytelling or singing, the difference between weaving from a chart and knowing the pattern by heart. I knew when I first started that this was an essential step in weaving Andean pickup, and traditional techniques from other cultures as well. The weaving is learned with the hands in communication with the heart/mind, and while using a chart helps us make the correct designs appear in our weaving, it does not give us the same kind of learning. This understanding made me resistant to charts, but I also didn’t have the patience to weave dozens of bands with the basic patterns again and again. I am a reader and a writer and, by my placement in the world and time, a dabbler in weaving rather than an integral element of a living tradition. No one is relying on me to weave a thing so they can use it, to learn the patterns of my village or clan or lineage correctly so that I can represent us with skill and pride in the clothing I wear. So I had the freedom and luxury to try various patterns before I had technically worked up to them, to use charts and “book learning” to skip ahead of the language I had memorized. But I did not forget the value of, or my desire for, the type of learning that moves through the body, that embeds itself in the joining of hands, mind, eyes, fingers, memory, recitation.

When I say I’m weaving this pattern now, I mean I’m learning it by heart, weaving it until I know it.

Jakaku sisan, woven with spindle-spun wool. This band began without reference to anything but my memory.

It’s fitting that I’m working this way as I learn and memorize Persian poems, as I reiterate those of Rilke I know from memory, finding the ‘king lines’ in both and carrying them with me. (The shah beyt, the ‘king line’, is the part of a Persian poem that resonates, that carries the most compelling message, worthy of memorization and repetition like a mantra.) The jakaku sisan pattern has its own shah beyt for me, a point at which the numbers (of light and dark pattern threads) balance perfectly, in a mirrored sequence, like a hinge where the movement rotates and radiates. It’s not an actual rotation point of the design, what is known as an “eye” (ñawi), but it speaks to me of the spiral intertwinement of the curls, the balanced reciprocity of color, woven thread structure, and cosmological patterns. In short, it feels like the secret of the universe is in this pattern, which makes weaving it feel like devotion, and learning its language by heart an essential participation in the reciprocity of all things.

More stump life, from Quinault Rainforest on the Olympic Peninsula.

tags: weaving, backstrap, backstrapweaving, andean, andeantextiles, andeanweaving, mushrooms, moss, forest, hummingbird, abbyfranquemont, pebbleweave, reciprocity, forestlife, poetry, persianpoetry
Friday 11.28.25
Posted by Tracy Hudson
 

on not knowing much, continued

Latest Andean pickup handwoven band, made with handspun yarns.

To clarify, because some may say that spinning and weaving with extremely fine, strong yarn is not about 'knowing' but rather the acquisition of skill: I see the acquisition of traditional skills as a way of knowing, and my own work shows me the extent to which I live and learn outside of any particular way. My efforts are self-motivated, not integral to my culture or the expectations of my community, and I have only for very brief moments learned from anyone in person.

A lesson in Lao supplementary weft weaving at Ock Pop Tok, Luang Prabang.

So in this sense, I really know almost nothing, set against any given way of knowing. Because a way of knowing is an immersion, a living-through, an acquisition of technique that goes beyond technique to the understanding of how it fits in with one's role in life, to one's purpose as a human being. This is the ineffable quality one sees or senses in the master's work, the craftsperson who is so completely at home with the work that every stage of the process looks like fulfillment.

It is also the quality of a living textile making tradition, that each skill and facet of knowledge is essential and integral to the person and the community. It is a belonging, and the reason I'm talking about it is because I feel the lack and the longing for it in my own explorations. I have the freedom of the unattached. Not locked into any tradition or community, I can play the dilettante, exploring Bedouin ground loom weaving here, and Katu foot-tensioned weaving there, but I miss the sense of home, the grounded identity that comes with being a weaver in a weaving culture, and the connection of my community with my work.

My Tibetan style pile weaving in progress, at the Tibetan Handicrafts Cooperative, McLeod Ganj.

At work in Mc Leod Ganj, Dharamsala, India, 1994

The state of not knowing is quite welcome to me, because it means I am open to learn. The first time I sat down as a weaving student, in a Tibetan handicrafts cooperative workshop in McLeod Ganj above Dharamsala, India, my teacher and I had only a few words in common, in Hindi. I imitated the Tibetan way of looping a double strand of wool yarn around the metal bar and the cotton warp threads on the vertical loom, and she would watch me and periodically say, "Aisa nahi... Aisa," which means "Not like that.... Like this." Often I would feel the explanations rise to my mind, the reasons why I was doing it 'like that,' because I thought blah-blah-blah..... Since we couldn't speak, I could never explain, and it was just as well, because I was stripped of my American defensiveness and the wish to prove that I understood, and could only ever prove it by doing it right.

So when I experience the truth of how little I know, it means that I'm fit to learn, and it often means I'm actually faced with a teacher, in which case it is even more welcome. Acknowledging my own ignorance is a way of appreciating the wealth of knowledge carried by so many textile cultures, and it is this ignorance that motivates me. I don't weave and spin in order to keep creating something I know, but in order to keep learning about what I don't know. As long as I have the freedom that comes with technical ignorance and cultural homelessness, I should exercise that freedom by learning as much as I can, anywhere I can find it.

 

 

tags: backstrapweaving, backstraploom, backstrap, andeanweaving, loom, weaving, laos, tibetanweaving, tibetanrug
Monday 12.22.14
Posted by Tracy Hudson
Comments: 2
 

on not knowing much

Despite all the studying I've done of Andean pickup weaving, and my own attempts to learn it, I had never seen real Chinchero weaving in person, with the exception of the wee tanka ch'oro jakima strip sent to me by Laverne Waddington. Finally, at the Textile Society of America Symposium in Los Angeles, I found CTTC represented by ClothRoads, and could get my hands on pieces woven in Peru. This small bag is from Chinchero, and is being compared to my own recent weaving. It reminds me of the childish taunt "Shows what you know!"

I say this with good humor, but it's decidedly humbling to see my best effort to date, made with handspun that I'm relatively proud of, next to the real deal. The S curve, or kutij, in the middle of the Chinchero piece, woven by Martha Quispe Huamán, is the same number of warps as the curves in mine. It's mind-boggling, really. Look at the size of the yarn ends, all 2-ply handspun.

Mine look monstrous! And we're not even going to talk about the beautiful, intricate ñawi awapa border, which is simply par for the course in Chinchero weaving. I have not learned that yet - I'm still in backstrap pre-school.

So this shows what I know, and don't know. But there is freedom in not knowing. It means I can weave things like this:

Because there's no one to tell me I can't do it like that. Yarn spun from old clothing? Warped as singles and woven clamped to my kitchen counter? Why not!

tags: backstrapweaving, backstraploom, backstrap, andeanweaving, handspunyarn
Saturday 11.15.14
Posted by Tracy Hudson
Comments: 1
 

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